So this morning I went out to take some photographs. I will admit I was struggling to capture anything with my camera. I did end up with three photos from this outing. This photograph was the last one I took. I have this obession with death. I do believe it is because of my struggle with my mental health issues. As I was approaching this railroad crossing I thought what if I decided to just stop on the tracks and wait. Being inside of my vehicle with the windows rolled up gave me a dsconnection from the elements outside of my vehicle. My window actually felt like a movie screen playing out the sceen. Only this sceen could be life threatening. I took a moment to visulize what it would be like to have the outside of my vehicle racing all around me. And as the inside of my vehicle stood still and silent and I waited for the screen to fade to black.